Meh
I have spent a lot of my life feeling like I’m not good enough for the people around me for many different reasons. I’ve grown up. I’ve come to realise that people grow into different shapes, sizes and personalities.
Its hard to think that i was so close to taking my own life. I took pill after pill, now look at me. I’m still as lonely as i was but I’m mentally more stable.
I’ve done the self harming, the self loathing and the attempts at suicide. The scars on the surface are minor compared to whats held inside.
Right now I’m in an okay place, I’m glad because i never thought i’d get here.
People don’t matter. Words are just vocal. Opinions are just words from people….none of which matters.
I’m not a size 6, I’m not your average pretty and i have tattoos that not many people will aprove of, but i don’t care…thats just me.
Bullying can start because someone has a big nose, that child that is getting bullied cannot help how his/her nose turned out…a mix of their parents gene made it happen.
Yes I’m fat and there is no excuse for that, but i really don’t mind that much. I’m still an awesome person regardless.